Washed Away: From Darkness to Light is a memoir that recounts the experiences of model Nikki DuBose as she overcomes a more than seventeen-year battle with abuse, child sexual victimization, eating disorders, psychosis, alcoholism, drugs, depression, suicide attempts, body dysmorphic disorder, and various other mental health issues, all while trying to navigate through the dark side of the fashion industry.
Her journey began as a young, introverted child with a florid imagination growing up in Charleston, South Carolina. By the age of eight she had been sexually, physically, and emotionally abused and had developed an eating disorder. The abuse warped Nikki’s self-perception and sparked patterns of psychosis, depression and destructive behavior that stayed with her into adulthood. In her early twenties she began working as a television host and started a career in modeling. Eventually Nikki attained success, appearing on the covers of magazines such as Maxim, shooting for editorials like Vanity Fair, Glamour and FHM, and appearing in campaigns for Perry Ellis.
I received this book in exchange for a review.
At times this was a hard but compelling read, but you’d expect it to be as it is about mental illness and how honest she was in the way she wrote about it, which makes a hard but amazing read almost always. After reading this book it just made me think how strong Nikki is as a person, especially writing about her own struggles which I know how tough it is, it’s tough for me to write a blog, imagine how hard it’d be to write a whole book! That shows how strong she is as a person and a mental health campaigner. She truly opens a window to see how it truly is living with mental illness’
The best part of this book is Nikki’s honesty, throughout the book she is honest with her childhood and her mental health, I think this makes the book how amazing it is. She was totally honest about abuse, surgery and her struggles with self-harm and addiction.
She has now left the industry and is focusing towards writing, public speaking and being a mental health advocate. I was really happy when I read that she left the industry, she is doing a great job as a writer as you can tell!
Nikki DuBose is an amazing mental health advocate and after reading this, it made me realise how much respect I have for her. I recommend to read this book, it is truly eye opening and teary at times! (I cried whilst reading it at points!)
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